Turtlelengend

you see no mark upon my skin you see no tear in my eye you see no sign of pain therefor I must not be in pain I must not cry myself to sleep at night or wake up screaming because of haunted dreams I must not pull the blade across my skin and hope that one day it drives in deeper I must not fear the darkness or shudder at the thought of silence I must not hide myself from life and prying eyes that judge your worth as a person upon the shine of your smile you hear no gasp escape my mouth you hear no horror tale from my past you hear no words of pain therefor I must not be in pain I must not scream so loud it's silent o

Lost in an empty world without a meaning that makes sense Lost in a filled world that has a message I don't understand Lost in a shadowed world without any light to guide me out Lost in a heartless world where emotion is gone since our farewell Lost in a cold world where your heart is beyond my reach Lost in a world where I have to miss the only one worth living for